Had lunch with my godfather, his wife and daughter. It was nice but still weird. I have almost no contact with my family, they were ‘not aware’ of what happened to me as a child they say, which still is hard for me to believe. As my man and I had a lat relationship I really not used to seeing family on a regular basis. And feel very conflicted about it, want it but it still makes me feel anxious. Work in progress I guess. And it makes me feel even more blessed for my friends Continue reading Family