Had lunch with my godfather, his wife and daughter. It was nice but still weird. I have almost no contact with my family, they were ‘not aware’ of what happened to me as a child they say, which still is hard for me to believe. As my man and I had a lat relationship I really not used to seeing family on a regular basis. And feel very conflicted about it, want it but it still makes me feel anxious. Work in progress I guess. And it makes me feel even more blessed for my friends Continue reading Family
Last week I was asked to continue one of my projects while I had already accepted another one for the month of September. So i was faced with a dilemna: go with the well-paid boring one, or stick with the … Continue reading Heart vs Mind
I call my godson ‘munchkin’. Some people ask me what that means. The term munchkin comes from the movie the wizard of oz, where Dorothy walks through a country with little people: the munchkins from munchkinland. As he is being … Continue reading Munchkin
And all of a sudden it is May. Sometimes I don’t know where the time is going. And I’m not happy with the stuff I’m doing, I don’t feel like I’m very productive. It all comes back to the lack … Continue reading Another month
So yesterday started off a bit difficult. It was my ‘Kortrijk’ day, and I find it difficult to get motivated for this project. But after the usual struggle with my reluctant-to-let-me-go bed sheets I finally got into my car. It … Continue reading Inspired
Despite a bathing suit that didnt fit, a bathrobe 5 sizes too small, towels that could only wrap the munchkin – turns out I took the wrong ones – a common dressing room – fancy, but still … other people – I did it, at 7.15 I was in that swimming pool! Added bonus: no traffic at that time Continue reading I did it!
I love lists, they help me to organize the chaos in my head. So I have been working with lists in a bullet journal for a while. Habit tracking, budget, to do, amount of steps, what I eat (that one … Continue reading Bullet journaling
So yesterday I joined a gym. (again). I signed up with a personal trainer in the hope to find some exercises that will work for me, are sustainable, and not too painful. I signed up in this super fancy gym, … Continue reading Ready? steady? go?
I got reminded yesterday that I started this blog to help me looking for the silver line. And that even in an off day as yesterday I should look for it. Suggestion: maybe the silver lining was that I was … Continue reading Grateful
As I was eating a portion of fries at lunch time I realized (again) how I always turn to food when feeling down. And it has been bad lately, I constantly eat junk food, I don’t even try to shop … Continue reading Need to, want to, have to, probably able to, but HOW?