And just like my other muscles this one doesn’t work. It seems that getting through the day, being a productive adult is all I am able to do for the last couple of months. And in the mean time my weight spirales out of control, my body suffers even more, let’s not talk about my self-image, and my bank-account isn’t doing to good either. I … Continue reading Willpower needed
I wish I was one of those people who just shared how she felt without suger coating it or not saying it at all afraid it might hurt their feelings. It probably stems from my background as a child, my mother bullied me in believing I was worthless, and so know I need to bring a bad (or even mostly neutral) message I struggle. I … Continue reading Heart on your sleeve
I booked a hotel room through an online booking service. As I was in a hurry I did not read the small print, and guess what: no refund at cancelation. And I need to cancel, otherwise me and my friend will be staying at different hotels when we visit NYC aaaaarrrrggggghhhhhhh Continue reading How I hate small print
Back from holiday. It was relaxing, and fun, and I enjoyed it. But I still have this empty feeling, I feel isolated, alone, and blah, unsecure about work, about live, and where I need to go next. I have no reason to feel like this, but I do and it sucks. I am grateful for the holiday, for the friend who went with me, the … Continue reading Confused
This morning I walked very proudly to my third stretching class in a row. Second exercise in, my knee gave in and I fell flat on my face. And no way to get back up. I sorta crawled into a corner pretending I was ok, and finished the class seated. But even then I needed help getting up, and the pain was pretty bad. When … Continue reading Setback
I normally eat early. But here, the production people have a shorter lunch break so we can only have lunch at 12.20. And then you see this: Grrrrrr Continue reading Hungry!