Yesterday, I arrived in NewYork. As my birthday is today, and it is still a painful memory to sadder days, I always try not to be in Belgium on that day. And this year, New York was on the list … Continue reading New York, the city of dreams and nightmares
Not sure wether it is because it is September, or wether it is because two friends lost their dads recently but I am struggling with my past. I sleep badly, obsess about the strangest things, feel really low, can’t seem … Continue reading Struggling
A week ago I heard this song: in the blood by John Mayer but in a version of one of my favorite bands Home Free. It is amazing how these lyrics are so close to my own feelings. I’ve been … Continue reading Music to my struggle
And all of a sudden it is September. A very conflicting and challenging month for me. I love the season, fall but still warm, leaves are starting to change color, enjoying indian spring evenings. And on the downside, it is … Continue reading September
I’m happy depression is getting more out in the open, and people are more aware of it, but I still find it difficult to talk about it. Not only because of the reason behind it is still difficult to say … Continue reading Snap out of it?
I’m struggling. The other day I was talking with a friend about how when I get home at night I just drop everything where it wants to drop and how it stays there for a while. She told me it … Continue reading It’s hard
As I was eating a portion of fries at lunch time I realized (again) how I always turn to food when feeling down. And it has been bad lately, I constantly eat junk food, I don’t even try to shop … Continue reading Need to, want to, have to, probably able to, but HOW?