Not sure wether it is because it is September, or wether it is because two friends lost their dads recently but I am struggling with my past. I sleep badly, obsess about the strangest things, feel really low, can’t seem … Continue reading Struggling
A week ago I heard this song: in the blood by John Mayer but in a version of one of my favorite bands Home Free. It is amazing how these lyrics are so close to my own feelings. I’ve been … Continue reading Music to my struggle
And all of a sudden it is September. A very conflicting and challenging month for me. I love the season, fall but still warm, leaves are starting to change color, enjoying indian spring evenings. And on the downside, it is … Continue reading September
I have mixed feelings about this holiday. The country, the people, even a friend who showed his not so good side. Continue reading QotD
I’m happy depression is getting more out in the open, and people are more aware of it, but I still find it difficult to talk about it. Not only because of the reason behind it is still difficult to say … Continue reading Snap out of it?
This is a hard one for me. I know all the things I need to do. I want to do the things I need to do. Most of the things I need to do are things I like to do. … Continue reading Motivation?
I do two things when I get bored: I eat and I shop. And the last one is getting out of control. I spent way too much money this weekend. Clothes that barely fit but look cute, new stuff for … Continue reading Spending too much money
This morning I walked very proudly to my third stretching class in a row. Second exercise in, my knee gave in and I fell flat on my face. And no way to get back up. I sorta crawled into a … Continue reading Setback
Had a weird and wonderful weekend in Sweden. Even after all these months, it just feels like home. Yesterday evening I sat surrounded by my friends and thought how great it feels, but also how surreal the situation is. And … Continue reading Munchkin therapy