Wish I had better things to say, but I’m still struggling. Struggling with my depression, with a total lack of energy, and lack of courage to do anything about it. Trying to be positive and keep on going though. Trying to enjoy the better weather and the sunshine. Forcing myself to get out of my house and see the munchkins – who really do help … Continue reading Struggling

Slowly getting back to lighter days

Still fighting the funk I’m in. It’s getting better, but it is still difficult. Last week I couldn’t face going to work. So I didn’t. I know that that is not the solution, especially since I am self employed, so i really cannot afford this. But I just couldn’t get motivated. After vegging out during the weekend and on monday I reached out to a … Continue reading Slowly getting back to lighter days

Sweden: my complicated relationship

Sitting ┬áin the airport waiting for my flight back home. As usual I have conflicted feelings. I love this place, I feel completely at home and it gives me the opportunity to see people that matter a lot to me. My bonus son – so grateful he wants to stay part of my life – his aunt and her husband and son, and mostly the … Continue reading Sweden: my complicated relationship