I left for holiday a bit more than a week ago, and forgot my meds. I take mood stabilisators and left them on my kitchen counter.
So, I am experiencing some withdrawal symptoms, I am dizzy, emotional, low blood pressure, and cannot get the song ‘it’s my party and I cry if I want to’ out of my head since my birthday on thursday.
I hate being reliant on chemicals, and if you see how long this stuff needs to get out of your system, and I take half a tablet each morning, it makes me wonder if this is something I want to do. But I have to admit, that I think I still need them, and the smallest thing sets my off, and I feel really unbalanced.
Going home tomorrow, so i still have some time to think about what I’m going to do.