Sitting in the airport waiting for my flight back home. As usual I have conflicted feelings. I love this place, I feel completely at home and it gives me the opportunity to see people that matter a lot to me.
My bonus son – so grateful he wants to stay part of my life – his aunt and her husband and son, and mostly the soul mate. My complicated love story.
The one I cannot, want not live without even though it would make things easier. But whenever I try we seem not to be able to stay apart. The situation hasn’t changed and it never will, but today I try to focus on the way I feel when we are together instead of the feeling when we are apart.