I seem to have difficulties to express myself lately. My thoughts are a big mess and I can’t seem to get them back in control. So in the mean time, I’m going for some ‘quotes’ or ‘words of wisdom’ Continue reading Expressing myself
I’m leaving on holiday tomorrow, going to join friends on their vacation. And although I look forward to it, I also dread it. Dread that I wont be up to expectations, that I will not support the heat, the stress of their relationship being too much to handle, too disappoint the munchkin not being able to play with him fulltime as his nanny did last … Continue reading Holiday aprehension
I’m at a previous employer today for a project. it is with a mixed feeling. I loved working here, I broke my heart (and my confidence) when I needed to leave. My manager was a very manipulative woman and made my life hell. After 18months of this, I gave in and left. But it was difficult. She caused a burn out and my depression was … Continue reading Building the future in a past place
I’m happy depression is getting more out in the open, and people are more aware of it, but I still find it difficult to talk about it. Not only because of the reason behind it is still difficult to say out loud, but also because most people either treat you as if you are damaged (okay, I am, but no reason to treat me differently) … Continue reading Snap out of it?
And just like my other muscles this one doesn’t work. It seems that getting through the day, being a productive adult is all I am able to do for the last couple of months. And in the mean time my weight spirales out of control, my body suffers even more, let’s not talk about my self-image, and my bank-account isn’t doing to good either. I … Continue reading Willpower needed