Back from holiday. It was relaxing, and fun, and I enjoyed it. But I still have this empty feeling, I feel isolated, alone, and blah, unsecure about work, about live, and where I need to go next. I have no reason to feel like this, but I do and it sucks. I am grateful for the holiday, for the friend who went with me, the sun and the palmtrees, don’t get me wrong, but i wish I knew why there is that nagging feeling that makes me want to cry and give up.